Yap, I'm not a"Richie Rich" !

I'm write this in the middle of night. Yeah, this night was make me awake again. by short message i'm awake (again) that i'm not "a real richie rich" like was in the movie. i couldn't buy anything that i want. Ya, i told you again that i'm not a richie-rich, a man who have a lot of money, and could spend it in 1 minute. 

I write this, exactly without tears. I'm a men dude! even a little bit. my heart was hurt again. sometimes, i'm always ask to my self, why god didn't birth me from a rich family? a family who work at the government, have a relationship with the authorities of this government, have more than one cars, a lot of motorcycle, money, and many more. Why god? if my destiny was like it, why i must met with her? a girl who comes from a rich family and respectables? why? whyyyy?

I know, once again, i'm not a richie-rich. i'm just a lucky guy who met with u, a girl with anything. I would not be able to be a real a rich man, could make our wedding with a great momment, go to paris and anything that u want. I'll be work hard now! yes, i want later i can finance all our needs. I don't need help from others, included u and your family. i'll show u i can be a success and become a real richie-rich later. i'll show u that we could life with anything that u want from my sweat, my tears and all my sighing. i don't need form other. Yes, I CAN. So, are you going to receive me, with all the flaws and weakness, honey?


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